When I was first diagnosed with autism my mum & dad had a difficult time accepting what the future held for me. But they were determined to do whatever it took to improve my quality of life. Below is a poem my mum had written at the time of diagnosis explaining how my parents felt. I know other parents of autistic kids like me can probably relate to some of these feelings but please let us know what you think. 


My Son Roan

He may be slow to talk but he is a little dream to me
He may not smile too much but he is as happy as can be.
So the doctors words are hanging in the air, the world is still
My little boys autistic but he'll speak I know he will.
How dare the doctor tell me that his outlook is so bleak
He is MY son Roan Craig I know him best my son WILL speak!!
The doctors voice drones on & I feel like I could cry
I try to speak but the words won't come my mouth & throat are dry.
The shock is just too much to bear my husband feels it too
But we must be strong, stand unified & decide whats best to do.
I stare at my beautiful innocent son & tears stream down my face
Why didn't I know, what kind of mother am I, I'm an absolute disgrace
Engulfed by mixed emotions I feel helpless & so scared
But we vow to do whatever it takes our mission is declared.
You see, my son may find life difficult but I'll be with him all the while
And with each new task my son completes I cannot help but smile
I look at Roan as a precious gift & I'm honoured to be his mum
And I want him to know I love him so much, my beautiful, wonderful son.

Lisa Craig